The Dream Where The Losers Go by Beth Goobie

() This book follows the story of teenage girl who's recently allowed daily release from a clinic where she has been admitted for a suicide attempt. The girl is beautiful according to society, and is a gang member. She struggles to, but eventually finds the reason behind wanting to end her life. She also connects with a boy who is estranged in a similar way, and together they find peace.
The title refers to a reoccurring mental dream world that the main character and the boy enter to escape their horrible pasts. It's a suspensing story that of course made me cry!